Bring me back to when I thought I was part of the amber leaves
That if I worked hard I could feel the future me
With a third eye that knew I’d live ‘till I’m eighty three
I crawled down under my sheets, my body felt heavy and weak
I am the experience of many wounds and many holes in the shield
For a moment I wonder if I can rely on this
Somebody told me I would wait five years for you
I trust the wind, in this case I’m just ink
And he said, I’ll find my way
The rest I knew so well
I know you are there, far away
Let me be wind
Let me turn into leaves
So I turn into leaves, so I turn into leaves
For you
It’s been four years and I’m already waiting for him
Through the floating crisp patterns of the amber leaves
For a moment I wonder how could I’ve been fooled like this
Take me back to when I could keep up with smoking leaves
And at night I crawled under my sheets
And I saw heaven
And now I know what to expect from this
Now I know what to expect from him
Eternity
Maybe that’s what he meant
Eternity
Maybe when i'm eighty three
Eternity
When there’s no more you without me, just eternity
Eternity
So I can look back to all of this