1 Kodokushi LyricsI’m so sick of this way that I feel
Weaving between delusion and what’s real
Sick of being sick
Waking up in the early hours just to vomit
Fine lines cutting so straight
Just another dead end before I break
Another fucking day
Wishing I would never wake
I don’t wanna go through life
Believing at a young age I should’ve died
I shouldn't have to be proud that I’m alive
Spent my best years in the clouds
And now i’m older it’s head first into the ground
I guess I’m just tired of feeling like I’m no good
I’m tired of being misunderstood
All I’ve ever wanted is to be fucking happy
But maybe that was never meant for me
I’ve seen flowers bloom in the darkest of places
But even they wilt and die, we share the same fate
Destined to suffer and to die alone
I can feel the ache on the inside of my bones
My mind contorts and twists until my wits end
Constantly stuck on my mistakes and missed friends
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Let my body rejoin the earth
So just leave me in peace
No one to ever find me
So just leave me in peace
No one to ever find me