some of my old friends don't seem to understand why i now live like i do perhaps they think that i'm a victim of circumstance but i've never felt this true the emptiness is finally filled makes me sad for the rest the gray clouds have disappeared for the best i pray each night that God will keep them well it's got to be such a crazy world hard to believe we even need a place called hell when you look around but the angry days have finally passed i'm thankful for the rest the gray clouds have even disappeared and when i put Him to the test He's the best Jesus is the best and i wont be back my friend