Every stitch of clothing, every strand of hair
My skin and bones, my toes and fingernails
All my vital organs, appendages and such
I'm not sure
Every word I say, even the promises
Every tear, and every smile and every kiss
The good dreams and the bad ones
The whispers and the screams
I'm not sure
I doubt everything about me
Choices all around me, but which one is mine?
Never thougth that I would be so hard to find
I looked in every mirror and pictures from my past
I'm not there
I never been decisive, but this takes the cake
Existential nervousness that I can't shake
I used to be so different
Once I trusted and once I just played
And I can't be too sure, just when it was that I changed
And I can't look at anyone without seeing
A million different ways it could be
Including me