My eyes are turned inwards,
I bend my spinal cord
like countless times before, I am Reborn
My body aches as I fall down to the ground
I've rejoined with the pain
All these emotions, all silent moments,
they feel like a thousand razor-blades dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be,
I am Reborn
I flee, I hide, behind masks I control
what you see when you look at me
I am not the one I was the day before,
I am not the one I used to be
I used to be free, I used to be me,
I've lost a piece of me to the dark
All these emotions, all silent moments,
they feel like a thousand razor-blades
dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be
Reborn
The vicious parts of me need to be silenced
so I bathe in pain once again
It's conducted of free will, the price I pay
is none compared to the reward
It's way too much to take so every now and then
I slightly open the door of madness
and air some of the pain, it's crucial,
it's the one thing that keeps me from going insane