I beheld a sparkling dazzle of the brilliant white light
Which appeared far greater than what I had known as "I"
And I encountered in horror this self-devouring darkness of Depth
And found myself nowhere no more
I was lost, I had beheld the way
There were the rumors, voices in my head
Haunting me night and day:
The Universe is brilliant kingdom of (the) Creator that possesses a Crown
The Universe is full of Galaxies, Stars and Atoms
(Sweetеned with Elysian Fields, Rubies, Sapphirеs and Amethysts)
This torture of truth continued 'til I could not take it no longer
The limit came when I saw not myself amongst this beauty of creation
And my mirror was not from this world
Where I saw no more this pale gaze of internal disgust
Of which my star would shy away (from)
This void of triggering sensation, this emptiness of space and time
I would think, I would speak of this, I would love
And I loved and I loved and I loved
And in the end became...
The Universal sorrow of which I was not
I decided to throw away
Over the border of life and death
No meaning, no quantity, no quality