This is my crutch
This is my dream
This is the only thing that ever helps me sleep
This is my home
This is my head
This is my heart on drugs
The monster in my bed
This is my crutch
This is my angst
This is my pain
This is a giant fabrication of what makes someone insane
This is a joke
This is so sad
And I never knew that feeling good could make you feel so bad
This is a lie
I should have told you all before
I dont know what Im saying
Or what Ive said and I cant say it anymore
I made a mess
Ive been a dick
Ive been on medication I cant pronounce
And Im fucking sick of it
This is my crutch
This is my crutch
I feel so incomplete
I think that Ive been beat
Ive never felt so weak
Christ, give me something quick
My emotions make me sick
Is there something I can fix?
This is my crutch
This is my dream
This is the only time I feel like Ive been beat
This is my pill
This my end
This is the only thing I need and Im so lucky, oh my friend
This is my crutch
This is my crutch
This is my crutch