Numb
In a self indulgent dream,
Trapped inside a cyclic routine
Absolute lack of interest
Darkness consuming within
Shackled to emptiness,
Pushing back the light of comprehension.
Face the abyss
As it stares back at you.
Feeling so right to be,
In the belly of the beast.
No need to flee from this
False security.
If you close your eyes
You may see what’s real
No effort to understand
The hidden forces driving you
Mute pain screaming inside
Growing roots in the back of your mind!
Descending
To a realm of emptiness
Drowning
In a sea of pettiness
Dive
Head first in the filth
Soaked in corruption
See the pattern on the drips!
Own identity denied
Personality nullified
Homogenic state of mind!