VERSE
Where do I begin?
Every month I'm hearing -
'bruddah, where you been?'
I'm throwing caution to the wind until we win
Still can't tell me anything
My heart strings sounds like violins
I let you pour it like it's gin
It's like distortion in my grin
The energy I seek is from within
My mind's open but I feel it closing in
Could cry oceans from my pain I'm holding in
My omens don't send condolences
My poems might cure your hopelessness
And lemme share this wholesome gift
And then I'm out
I don't miss you
I just miss fucking on the couch, it's habitual
My feelings all residual
Feelings ain't felt until it hits you
It's a sad shame
Hit it then we crash like a symbol
That's a mad claim
Might bill it if it helps
I'm gazing at the winnings on my shelf
But there's still a void
Trust me, I'mma fill it in myself
I ain't no little boy
You don't really love me, I can tell
I'm just a minute joy
But I probably roll with it
Got to play my role in it
Burn no skulls with it
My backs get holes in it
I used to think it's perfect
Only now, I see the faults in it
My clocks got no digits
Honoured like an old wizard
Don't know when my day will start
I'm still reading natal charts
Painting pictures with my traumas
Better treat it like some famous art
You know I'm into karma sutra
I just hate the 'karma' part
Granny still screaming halleluyah
Praying that He calms my heart
Someday
For real
Maybe I can show you how it is
Baby, I can't show no other this
Are my secrets safe with you
Or will you tell them someday?
For real
I don't even know where to begin
I can't put no trust in anything
But are my secrets safe with you
Or will you tell them someday
For real (for real, for real, for real)
Maybe I can show you how it is
Baby, I can't put no trust in this
Are my secrets safe with you
Or will you tell them someday?
For real (for real, for real, for real)
I don't even know where to begin
I can't put no trust in anything
But are my secrets safe with you
Before you tell them...
(Before you tell them...)