You wanted my love
And I wanted your trust
But I was tellin' you lies
I was down in the dust
Paintin’ pictures for you
Paintin' pictures for myself
As I've learned to do
And as time fell flat
I crept in decay
I was lost in the haze
My days driftin’ away
In my head I knew something
My heart wasn't ready to face
And you wanted my love
And I wanted your trust
But I was livin' a lie
I was down in the dust
Paintin' pictures for you
Paintin' pictures for myself
As I've learned to do
I just want you to...
Well, I want to live clean
And be better, it's true
But the hammers keep fallin'
I’m not breaking through
It’s a head misalignment
I must try to be true
At times I'm cold
My heart is racin’
Devil's chasin' me out my own door
I don't know anymore
I just want you to...
I just want you to...
Well, I challenged myself to make a change
Don’t hesitate, 'til no life's left
No life forever, die not ever knowing
I just want you to…
Push me around
Prey on my fears
Harden my heart
Push me around
Prey on my fears
Harden my heart
Push me around
Prey on my fears
Harden my heart
Push me around
Prey on my fears
Harden my heart
Push me around
Prey on my fears
Harden my heart
Push me around
Prey on my fears
Harden my heart
Push me around
Prey on my fears
Harden my heart