[Verse 1]
Getting angry when I get sad
Giving up things I don't understand
I bite my nails so I hate my hands
Idealize so much, I wreck my plans
[Pre-Chorus]
Most times I run away from something good
But now I don’t think that I should
[Chorus]
'Cause you love me for some reason
Even when it's not even
I know I don’t make it easy
To see me like you see me
I hope I'm still healing
But I won't when I keep leaving
So I'll sabotage myself some other time, I mean it
One day I hope I'm gonna see me like you see me
[Verse 2]
Let you down a hundred timеs
It's a prison of my own design
I try too hard or don't try enough
Wish that I was smarter, wish I was tough, oh, yеah
[Pre-Chorus]
Most times I run away from something good
But now I don't think that I should
[Bridge]
’Cause you love me for some reason
Even when it’s not even
I know I don't make it easy
To see me like you see me
[Chorus]
’Cause you love me for some reason
Even when it's not even
I know I don't make it easy
To see me like you see me
I hope I'm still healing
But I won’t when I keep leaving
I know I don't make it easy
But it's a hurt worth keeping
So I'll sabotage myself some other time, I mean it
One day I hope I'm gonna see me like you see me