I’ve been staring at my shoes
For an hour from across the room
Made a list in my head
Why I should stay in bed, far away from you
My mind got the best of me
On New Years eve
I let go of everything
Wasn’t ready
Sweaty palms and crumbling plans
Imposter thoughts in lucid hands
Like I was tricked by a con man
I remember your face
But are you still the same as I left you
All these fears came out at me
I left back in twenty seventeen
Dulled the light in us, I’m sorry
Cuz every timе that I get sad
I get so scared I’ll fall into my past
Again, again, again
My mind got thе best of me
On New Years eve
I let go of everything
Wasn’t ready
Sweaty palms and crumbling plans
Imposter thoughts in lucid hands
Like I was tricked by a con man
Ohhhhhh, ohhhhh, ohhhh
I think it’s hard to love me sometimes
Friends take days to answer texts
I have dreams every night
But they don’t leave when I open my eyes