[Verse 1]
I been racing through these thoughts in my mind
All this shit been building up throughout the turn of the time
I just wanna go get the gat, and put it all on the line
Or maybe shoot up the fucking school, like it's Columbine
But I stop
Cuz I don't want my brains to rot
I got so much to pour in this fucking world pot
But then I drop
I let the shit get to me
I got the niggas coming around they tryna ruin me, they ruin me, they ruin me…..
[Freestyle Chorus 2]
[Verse 2]
Or ....maybe it's just me
Maybe it's my own head
Maybe it's my own fault
While I lay in the bed
Just wanna punch the wall
Everybody's made me so angry and I want the trees to fall
And I want this shit to just end
And I wanna go to the mall
And I wanna go see my friends
And I wanna go play some ball
And I wanna go back to school
Wait I don't though
Yeah, that's a source of my pain, but its all I want tho
[Freestyle Chorus 3]
I wanna see the fucking people that I hate tho
So I can blow the fucking gat into they face tho
I write this rhyme in hopes that I can escape tho
I wanna fucking runaway but it's to cold tho
I'm getting lazy to the point where I just wanna promotion
I've been working my ass off to get to the potion
To heal my soul and my battle scars
It crazy how shit can get to you and it go so far
[Pre-Chorus]
It crazy how this shit can get so real
I'm dreaming to get the money in Calabasas hills
I'm going to Arcadia you know I got the skill
Make the best of my life, and go across the hill
[Freestyle Chorus 4]