[Verse 1]
Underestimate the depth of these wounds
I’ve been digging graves by light of the moon
I self-isolate, am I damned? Am I?
Always tempting fate is catching up with me
[Chorus]
Wide awake
I’m sinking in the depths of this raging sea
Oh, please
'Cause I’m so damn sick of feeling empty
Wide awake
Am I too far gone? Up again 'til dawn
And I can’t think straight
'Cause I’m so damn tired of feeling wide awake
[Verse 2]
Crippled by self-hate
The walls are closing in
But how can I just wait when this feels like the end?
Sick inside my brain, never ending shame
Am I not just prey to my instability?
Stuck inside my head, wishing I was dead
Close my eyes instead, can I just pretend that I’m not..
[Chorus]
Wide awake
I’m sinking in the depths of this raging sea
Oh, please
'Cause I’m so damn sick of feeling empty
Wide awake
Am I too far gone? Up again 'til dawn
And I can’t think straight
'Cause I’m so damn tired of feeling wide awake
[Bridge]
And I wonder where I’ll be after
Sinking underneath
Waves crash over me
I’m struggling trying to breathe
I’m paralyzed
[Pre-Chorus]
Wide awake
Awake, but feeling lost
Wide awake
Awake, but at what cost?
[Chorus]
Wide awake
I’m sinking in the depths of this raging sea
Oh, please
'Cause I’m so damn sick of feeling empty
Wide awake
Am I too far gone? Up again 'til dawn
And I can’t think straight
'Cause I’m so damn tired of feeling wide awake