Video Defeatist de Aaron Torres 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Aaron Torres - Defeatist Lyrics

[Intro: Hcox]
Fuck HBox
Yo, sometimes life is really a bitch
And really, fuck her

[Verse 1: Hcox]
Fuck my life, everything going to shit
Stressing out just trynna make a fucking hit
When someone does better I only do good
Tell me how the fuck am I supposed to stay up out the hood
When my grade is fucking F it feels like someone else is worse
And when I do something great someone did it first
Feel no point in giving any more effort
'Cause I'm always wrong when I say it really can't hurt
Making the worst from the best
Can't ever beat out the rest
My shit sounds like ass
Pass on the shit like a test
I'll always be trying, not even lying
But in the end I'll just wanna be dying
But for now I can't so I finna rant
'Cause life is shit I'll stay as [?]

[Verse 2: Lil Junta]
I'm standing here like a dumbass, facts
Caught in a trap no cap, slap
Ran out of water no tap I'm flat
Life runs me over, all these burns on my shoulder
Feels like a boulder, [?] it's ubiquitous
Everything I do is so insignificant
Stuck in my own little form of imprisonment
Nothing comes together it's dissonant
My impeding failure is imminent
[Bridge: PatChat]
Depression is ubiquitous

[Verse 3: Lucidity]
Innervation, aggravation, I freeze myself to avoid the stimulation
Looking for some paradise I'll keep going for the sacrifice
Feeling like I'm burning in Hell bet you watched me as I completely fell
These chills crawling up my spine, but my veins are on fire without the light
I'm spinning out of control, take your words like Adderall
[?] put me down you cry
Say I'm sick [?] it's unfair
You'll hate me when you're aware

[Verse 4: PatChat]
When failure is imminent, when all you're doing's giving in
Depression is ubiquitous, insecurities digging in
Someone tell me who the victim is or how I'm in this predicament
Caught a body now, how the fuck do I get rid of him?
Child in me died, I know I wasn't kidding him
Back against the wall, imma break the bricks down
Sucked at baseball, but I'm making hits now
I just got the game I cannot quit now
Try to keep my head up when it's always been down
I regroup, recollect, gotta meet with new connects
I lost some old friends but don't care who's next
Double-edged, I'm my own biggest asset and threat