Verse 1
Back then they always call me dirty nerdy kid| mommy daddy's always fighting peace was really hard to get| I was so fucking scared| everynight I cried in bed|Daddy's always hurting mommy she was bruised while she slept|
At my hood people laugh, evesdropping on my dad| always talking bullshit please look into my past| I need a whole full clip| shoot myself I need to die| I break the rules at will | Jack and Jill deserve to die|
People laughing with the fact, how disturbed I used to be|
Mom and me| decide to flee the pain and never see the screen| recently| I've been trapped inside a shitty misery| fighting demons everynight I pick a fight with energy|
I got majors aveneging all my future nemesis| All my haters out there scoping like the local genesis| The avenger is going past the roots of genetics| taking lives makes me better with some blood I picture this|
Picture this, what a life always spending it alone| mommy's right in the corner she's was crying on the floor| was so damn scared as I ran to the woods| opportunities arrive, try to catch me if you could|
Chorus
You took me down, bullied me out look at me now I am renounwed I wonder how never been loud never came out I was alone
Verse 2
In the woods he wandered further where he saw a girl / she looked like she was 9 and he was like what in the world / is she bent down on the ground for / no sound kept his mouth shut / and moved to the other side / a kitten being buried alive / she took her time she took her while / and then she stood up / gave a smile / she was caught by him but he's the one who's really shook / he was running from someone but she's the one who took / a life / you'll be quiet / you saw nothing you'll be keep silent / if you want then you can try it / and he's blunt / and so he'll buy it / frightened but he wanted to feel strong at least for once / he'd been weak all his life not for days not for months / but for years / all the tears / disappeared /when he took the bird / that she gave him / the bird resembled mainly him / he felt it's warmth right in his grip / he tightened it and got the kill / at first it seemed just like a sin / but now it feels the opposite / it led him to do genetics / it's relevant / that everything / is now specimen / he was a child / and the pedophile wild / wiping his smile/ no one seeing his eyes / and all the negative thoughts of his mind / will to survive / from just taking a life / all of the hate reaching highest of heights / looking ahead and no love is at sight / although he breathes he might not be alive / he is a mess he's one of a kind
Chorus
You me took down / bullied me out / look at me now / i am renowned / i wonder how / never been loud / never came out / always alone