Video What I Am de Abandonation 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Abandonation - What I Am Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Lately I've been feeling like walking away from making music
And everything that I'm about because it seems useless
Thought that I was doing something that was therapeutic
But it never fails cause hatred is still a solid movement
I try to stay humble and positive but every now and then
Life kicks me in the ass that's how hard it gets
I try to get up, I'm dusting my self off
With my demons surrounding me and they won't pass off

[Hook]
Somebody get me down
Cause I have seen the ground
And I don't know where I'm going
Can anyone hear me now?
I can not hear a sound
And I don't know, I don't know where I am

[Verse 2]
The economy sucks and everybody keeps on talking about it
People voted for Obama having doubts about it
It takes a little more than one man to save us all
Politics causing confusion sort of like religions are
But maybe it's me, maybe I'm just lost in mind
When everything's fine and I'm just wasting time
I'm navigating blind when the world is so sublime
Would somebody wake me up, am I really this entwined?
Tell me that I've been seeing a dream
And everything I've seen was different and not really the way it seemed
Tell me everything on the television's a lie
Only breaking news I hear is when somebody new is signed
[Hook]

[Verse 3]
I'm sitting in the living room gazing at my girlfriend
Thinking about the first day we met was like a whirlwind
Landing at the airport, stepping off the plane
Nervous, I was shaking so bad, man it was a shame
She greeted me with a hug, I smiled big as ever
She was more beautiful than what I thought I could remember
Reminiscing driving home hearing "Gone Before December"
Snapping back to the present aiming at all these fan pretenders
I don't understand how you can diss somebody you've never met
Jealous over stupid illusions flooding your mindset
Thinking that you figured it out
Thinking everybody has a shady motive, what's the hating about?
Should never judge a book by the cover
This black and white shit, needs to cease quick
Acting like racism should still exist
They tell me I'm wrong for not choosing a black girl
Fuck what you're saying, I live a colorblind world

[Hook]