Video Track B Here I Am de Abangsapau 2025 Rap Lyrics

Abangsapau - Track B Here I Am Lyrics

[Verse 1: ABANGSAPAU]
Here I am, here I am
Fuck your preconceived notions of the man I am
Way too invested in the past, never noticed who I was
Or the land that I stand on now with the hands
That built this from the ground way too many times to count
I am lost, I am found and everywhere in between
No such thing as mortal men, we live forever on screen
Welcome to the world of the impostor's dreams I
No longer subscribe to the lives of the chronically online
I used to be a cynic
I was my biggest critic
I went from having dreams to a nihilistic narcissist I hated who I was so I killed my inner cynic
Yeah, I'm at peace
Or so I think then come the nights where me and sleep don't meet
But in the darkness I discovered I could bleed on beats
So I said fuck it, Imma spill my pain 'till the day I can't breathe
I tried to take my life but I was scared of falling
I made a lot mess, I put that shit in order
Give it a minute they looking for chinks in my armour
Ain't no sweat done paid my debt to karma

[Verse 2: Mary Sue]
Let's go
Here I am, here I am
Nothing more than a mortal man
Tryna make a legacy of this other strand
Tryna make a pedigree with this other brand
Tryna find a empathy before I kick the can
Switch the lens I could sense
A couple things start to changing when the fears start to blend
Everything in life yea the truth understands
Calling all the shots, Paul Pierce in the stands
Fierce in my plans writing all these verses
Weave the tears in a thread
Overwork my ears that's a cure for the dread
Mingle with my demons and as I lie in my bed
Taming my emotions I don't mean to offend
There be times when I'm feeling unhinged
Knocking on the doors, would you please let me in?
Knocking on the doors, would you please let me in?
Kneeling on the floor, when it finally swing open
Don't wait for your blessings, don't wait to be chosen
Don't take a couple breaths just to hold it
[Bridge: Mary Sue]
Here I am, here I am in this moment
Let it go, let it it go, I ain't holding
Man, man I held it in it for so long
Man, I held it in for so long, yea
Yeah, I had it I held it in for so long

[Outro]
That's what you call self love
Yeah, that is self love
I want all of you to know that is cool to lift yourself up I want all of you to know it's cool to put yourself first You can't love and go with it if you don't love yourself