So you made it out
Like you meant to
Now you're scared that they'll all forget you
I'd take it back
If only they'd let you
Before it all changes
I ask you for one last wish
Remember me for me
But I want to change, so I'm going to change
Thinking back to fucking 10th grade I was so good at math
Didn't say a word in the back of the class
Friends was hooping, shooting shots that I would just pass
Suicidal thoughts back then was kicking my ass
Thinking how the fuck I'm gonna deal with all this trauma
They would call me "dirt" 'cause I'm a foreigner
Said I couldn't rap but I'ma do it if I want to
And now I'm center stage as the performer
Before it all changes (Before it all changes)
I ask you for one last wish (I ask you for one last wish)
Remember me for me (Me for me)
But I want to change, so I'm going to change (I'm going to change)
Told you I give up
Then you called my bluff
And you hit me up
Said "you in or what?"
So I packed my bag and I hit the road that night
Been four years since I last been home and I
Never thought I'd feel so alive
Can't recall the last time I cried
Like I did the end of July
I know all my fans must be losing
Faith
I need space
At this rate
I'll keep falling on my face
Just how long
Will I take?
Does October sound okay?
Been so long
Like a year
I just hope it's not too late
Wrote this song
For you my dear