A good friend of mine
Told me i sound different
Told me i sound hopeless
Told me i sound broken
Told me i sound numb
Told me i kill feelings
I Just cocked a load gun
Im just tryna paint my pictures
Dont care if my colors are dark
Like the fuck is you running from?
I dont think its all pain
I think it some anger
And that shit just gotta change
I see thru your fake laughs
You do it alot more
You talking to all these girls
But you dont feel nothing for em!
When the last time you cried?
You walk like somebody died
Inside of your fuckin mind
Its out of my fuckin hands
My demons take me to dance
I’ll take it by fuckin chance
You scream that you all alone
But you dont want nobody
How does that fuckin work?
You Gotta talk to somebody!
This music can't fuckin help you
It only projects it out
I hear the pain in your voice
You laugh just to kill the doubt
Of thinking youre not okay
Dont say i need therapy
I ain't going to that bitch
That shit ain't gon fuckin help me
Dont wanna be fuckin cool
Dont play by ya fuckin rules
Im gon be just fuckin fine
But you know im fuckin lying
Im honestly sick of trying
Im tryna make it thru the year
But my demons just want me dying
I ain't got no fuckin love
I ain't got no fucking drugs
I ain't got no fuckin trust
I am the new losers club
In sync with the dark nights
You think that im fuckin joking
I riddled you all some bitches
This wolfs banes my antidote
And i think that im fuckin potent
To females that im in love with
I text you
You saying nothing
I call you and you dont respond
But when i lose my shit
You always asking whats fuckin wrong
You say thatchu love my songs
Bitch half of them are about you!
My feelings are so unnatural
And i thought the world about you
And you gave me fuckin space
Im running in fuckin place
And you ask why im fuckin tired
Im gon build an empire
To show you my fuckin power
Im shooting at the stars
Im bombing the fuckin moon
Oh you think that im fuckin playing
We live in a cartoon
Im losing my fuckin head again
And its not even noon
Its 10:30
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My demons playing
In my head...
I think that im
Better off dead...
For what its worth..
I ain't worth shit...
My demons are myyy
Bestfriends! x2
Such dark thoughts
Forming in my head!
Suicide
On the mind
Of just a kid....
Who am i?
What am i?
I know i ain't shit!
I swear to God
On the devil
Ima fuckin END IT!