Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
My mama gone mane
Biological father gone mane
And it’s brazy cause I just found out about him three years ago
But the man that raised me, he my hero
My aunty Toya, she my shero
My sister Biggie, she my shero
I ain’t seen my nieces or my pops in over a year and it be fucking with me
All because my mama daughter ain’t fucking with me
I wish I seen my Twin everyday
She my peace when I got a headache
And Lord knows I miss thе old days
Sometimes I wanna go and pull a OJ
But imma gone keep my hеad high until I’m a dead guy
Until I’m a dead guy, imma keep my head high
I be praying everyday
Praying today that I don’t catch a case
I know my heart is in a better place
Every time I fall in love it be bittersweet but eventually I tell her that I really need my space
Then she look at me with a sad face
She say “Rocky I thought you had faith”
Self-sabotaging over one bad date
To be honest, I’m missing Skylar
Nonchalant, get that from my mama
I can meet the perfect woman but I know my heart is belonging to somebody bringing me trauma
Damn, but imma keep my head high until I’m a dead guy
Until I’m a dead guy, imma keep my head high
I know I’m wrong mane
I know imma die alone mane
I been hit with so many stones mane
But they gone miss me when I’m gone mane
I done wasted a lot of semen
Different bitches, I had them screaming
For them, it’s just a different meaning
Nightmares, I’m barely dreaming
Insomnia, I’m barely sleeping
PTSD having me weeping
Therapy sessions, what I’m seeking
A fucking hug is what I’m needing
Damn, but imma keep my head high until I’m a dead guy
Until I’m a dead guy, imma keep my head high
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta
You listening to the pain of a gangsta
Gangsta, gangsta