Watching my wrists bleed
Watching my friends leave
I need to find me
A reason not to die please
I've been dying slowly
Everyone around me
Doesn't care
It's not fair
I just want to be alive
I don't wanna stay inside
I don't wanna fucking die
Feeling like I'm outta time
I'm not gonna survive
Watching my wrists bleed
Watching my friends leave
I need to find me
A reason not to die please
I don't know if I'll make it to Heaven
But I haven't been bad enough for Hell
Depression since I was eleven
Disappear and no onе would tell
Watching my wrists bleed
Watching my friends leavе
I need a way to find me
A reason not to die please
I don't wanna stay inside
I don't wanna fucking die
Feeling like I'm outta time
I'm not gonna survive