I get home on a Tuesday night
Check my phone for the millionth time
There's that freshman who's having a kid
Did you hear that senior is doing time?
I sit and judge and I hold a grudge
Walk to the store through snow and sludge
I text you just to see what's up
You text back, say you've had enough
Nothing's ever built to last, I don't wanna pray, I don't wanna fast
Everybody wants to explode but they don't wanna feel the blast
I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna hear a sound or be real
Nothing's ever built to heal, I don't wanna pray, I don't wanna feel
I wake up and I go to work
My head is numb and my body hurts
I clock in and I fake a smile
I clock out and I go bеrserk
Nothing's ever built to last, I don't wanna pray, I don't wanna fast
Evеrybody wants to explode but they don't wanna feel the blast
I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna hear a sound or be real
Nothing's ever built to heal, I don't wanna pray, I don't wanna feel
I wake up and I check my phone
I see my friends but I'm all alone
I lay in bed and I watch my life
And I get high on 50 likes
(Fuck. Oh no, oh no! Fuck! Okay, okay, okay! Ah! Go!)