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Abstract - Ive Been Lyrics

[Verse 1: Josh B]
Yeah
It's always what you got but never how you get it
It's always what you did but never how you did it
I'm scared to be alone but I'll never admit it
They'll try to tell you how to do it when they never did it
And I guess that you could say I changed up
But how else am I supposed to change us?
For so long they were claimin' that they hate us
And now they wanna play us, I'm so sick of fake love

[Pre-Chorus: Josh B]
Yeah, lost and I can't be found (Be found)
In my own thoughts, I drown (I'm drownin')
And all of my fears surround (Surrounded)
I guess that's just how (Yeah)

[Chorus: Josh B]
I've been scared to be alone in thе silence (Silencе)
It's killin' me so lately I've been hidin' (I'm hidin')
Diguisin' all my problems, only pilin' (They pilin')
That's how I've been, yeah
I've been tryna do my best to keep on smilin' (My smilin')
But way deep down inside it's like I'm dyin' (I'm dyin')
And I still ain't made it yet but I've been tryin' (I'm tryin')
That's how I've been, yeah (Yeah)
[Verse 2: Abstract]
All my friends say I need to get out more
'Til I gotta feel like I deserve a locked door, yeah
I know I'm gonna have to save myself
I've learned nobody gonna lend that help
I guess the blessings prove I'm hungrier than I expected
I've proved the whole world wrong, so why do I still feel rejected?
And now I pace the halls, a prison of my own design
Too much on this plate of mine but I'll be fine, yeah

[Chorus: Abstract]
I've been scared to be alone in the silence
It's killin' me so lately I've been hidin'
Diguisin' all my problems that are pilin'
That's how I've been, ooh
I've been tryna do my best to keep on smilin'
But way deep down inside it's like I'm dying
And I still ain't made it yet but I've been trying
That's how I've been, ooh

[Pre-Chorus: Josh B & Abstract]
Yeah, lost and I can't be found
And now I pace the halls, a prison of my own design
In my own thoughts, I drown
Too much on this plate of mine but I'll be fine, yeah
I guess that's just how (Yeah)
[Chorus: Josh B & Abstract]
I've been scared to be alone in the silence (Silence)
It's killin' me so lately I've been hidin' (I'm hidin')
Diguisin' all my problems that are pilin' (They pilin')
That's how I've been, ooh
I've been tryna do my best to keep on smilin' (My smilin')
But way deep down inside it's like I'm dyin' (I'm dyin')
And I still ain't made it yet but I've been tryin' (I'm tryin')
That's how I've been, ooh (Yeah)