I fucking hate my life and I've been contemplating ending it
My happiness is fading, but my feelings are irreverent
I don't want to feel sadness
So numb is what I have settled with
I hate the sound of loneliness
I fill me head with drugs and shit
I fill my head with images
Memories long remembered
I was the one you were fuckin' with
I made you feel the way I did
I made you fucking happy and that feeling can't be counterfeit
Come on little baby
We can go and take a ride
I know your life's done you dirty
But go push your pain aside
Secure it for no reason
But you're perfect in my eyes
Yeah, you're perfect in my eyes
I feel like that I can't do anything right
I try and I try but it's always a fight
I hate how I fuck up
Stop telling my lies
I know I'm a fuck up
It shows all the time
I've been hatin' my life
Put that shit to an end
I tried but I don't think my words could be met
We used to be happy
What happened to that?
I guess our whole life should be lived in the past
Wanna fuck with my better pray cause you gon die
And I've been spraying my mag empty while I'm aiming at your eyes
Talkin' shit on socials
Act like you don't know me in real life
You just talkin' reckless
Leave you restless
Loser lost his vibe
You a barkin' puppy, I don't really fuck with that
Money on my mind, stuck up on it like a tag
Fuck it, do a show while I'm faded off that pack
After party, fuck those bitches that be smokin' on my bag