Video This Actually Is My First Rodeo de Abuse Repression 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Abuse Repression - This Actually Is My First Rodeo Lyrics

I keep my eyes shut, pray to God knows what
But God in heaven might be real, I can't say that's how I feel

Tell me what helps you sleep
I wanna see if it works for me
Because I can't seem to shake
Everything that keeps me awake

A broken word for broken bones
Foundations built for broken homes
Cry alone, dine alone, die alone
Lost in deep I sink like a stone
Green is me, envy all I see, jealousy is filling me
Entertain me, disgust me, opinion flip 180 degree

Make the engine bleed, spectre lost in my machinе
Make the enginе bleed, spectre lost in my machine
Spectre lost in my machine