Video I Shouldve Died Outro 2 de Abyssell 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Abyssell - I Shouldve Died Outro 2 Lyrics

A few months old. speaking my first words
Came out as gibberish. thats what they all heard
So cut the cameras. fast forward to present day
And i wish i didn't talk anymore. no words to say
But this situation. it brings me back
The times in my life. i was under attack
The reaper hanging over my head
I shouldent be here. i should be dead

Two years old. i fell down the stairs twice
Should’ve broken my neck, or lost this damn life

Three years old. put a fork in the outlet
Electrocuted with 120. surprised i survived it

Four years old. two mass shootings missed by inches
I got out of there alive. barely by minutes
I remember one of the times, just getting food with my mom
Then we got out of there, 3 minutes before it all

Five years old. drowned under water
6 feet under. saved by my grand-mother

Speaking of six, thats the next age
Broke my collarbone, thats all for that i have to say
Lets skip ahead, go up to the 10
I was a child, jumped by 6 kids
Scratched with nails, and stabbed with sticks
This is the youth i fucking grew up with

Now twelve years old. dumped for the first time
And i won't lie, a few times, debated suicide
Started cutting, but i realized-
That i didn't want to die

But at thirteen, it all got worse
Best friend of my life, nearly got put in the hearse
Nearly took her own life, got put into the hospital
I couldent talk to anyone else even a little
I was breaking down, and i promise i tried
But tonight another situation. i should’ve died