[Verse 1]
It's not a phase, its timbering down
I can't erase, our memories now
But I know that this, will never be, what I want it to
And everything I miss, will eat me alive
I never followed through, oh
The scenarios in my head
Leaving me restless in bed
Too many ifs, not enough dids
Not enough actions, stop saying wish
[Chorus]
With every cigarette that I burn
Ashes to the rim, overflow my urn
But I just know, that we won't get better
When I'm on my own, that's when I can't forget her
With every night that I toss and turn
Am I losing the fight cause my mind's not heard
When I finally find myself with those three letters
I wanna confess but I don't wanna regret her
[Bridge]
If, I leave
Will she care, will she care
I'm tryna weave
A reason for prayer, a reason for prayer
[Verse 2]
I know, that she
Thinks I'm foolish, but I (but I)
Don't see loyalty as a flaw
She goes, to me
Says I'm blueish, but why (but why)
The truth would've left her in awe, oh oh
If I could be honest for a second I would
If the words in my mouth wouldn't be misunderstood
If I wasn't number two, then I think I'd be good
But I know the outcome wouldn't leave me assured
[Chorus]
With every cigarette that I burn
Ashes to the rim, overflow my urn
But I just know, that we won't get better
When I'm on my own, that's when I can't forget her
With every night that I toss and turn
Am I losing the fight cause my mind's not heard
When I finally find myself with those three letters
I wanna confess but I don't wanna regret her
With every cigarette that I burn
Ashes to the rim, overflow my urn
But I just know, that we won't get better
When I'm on my own, that's when I can't forget her
With every night that I toss and turn
Am I losing the fight cause my mind's not heard
When I finally find myself with those three letters
I wanna confess but I don't wanna regret her