[Verse 1]
I know I should've wound up dead
I'm holding on, my friends
My wrists are tied above my head
Is this what trial by fire feels like?
Blade, there's blood above my name
I know my efforts are in vain
I'm only waiting for the lightning strike
The beast inside of me refuses to let go
[Chorus]
This isn't real
This can't be real
Life's just a never ending fight
One thousand lives won't lit the flame
Don't ever tell me how to feel
Separate [?] is real
[Verse 2]
Ear, there's ringing in my ears
My pessimism has [?]
And I'm certain that I won't be more for
Staged, I'm trapped inside a cage
That I've created from my rage
I'm still awakened by the thunder storm
I can't take back my life because I'm already dead
[Chorus]
This isn't real
This can't be real
Life's just a never ending fight
One thousand lives won't lit the flame
Don't ever tell me how to feel
Separate [?] is real
Don't ever tell me how to feel
Separate [?] is real