What mindset has done to me
And have I lost my luck?
'Cause maybe I should be
Passed out and out of touch
And maybe if I can forget
The anthills that I've crushed
Then all I've said can remain lies
I don't give a fuck
I'm treading the water again
And maybe I should sink
'Cause all I've said is pretend
It's like breathing in nothing at all
The nausea holds me back
Spreading into my lungs
I hear words that would upset
And they're coming in clear
'Cause now I'm pointing my finger
At the first thing that is near