Not proud of what i did before
Call me a monster tell me something ion know
Half retarded when they see me on the fucking floor
U were drunk when u told me that you wanted more
Look ion even feel how i used to
Wanna take a nap pray to god hallelujah
If these niggas wanna die i’ll shoot right through ya
Half retarded when i’m stepping i just hope i see ya
Dawg i swear i’m just so depressed
I sit down with my therapist she’s fucked vexed
Tried to drink the pain away but it won’t leave
Want to end it all i don’t wanna breathe
Promises that i ain't fucking kept
Hopefully these tears dry and i ain’t fucking wet
Embarrassing when my eyes are red from all the pain
Wobbly steps when im walking i really feel
Insane
Is it crazy to want something outside of the pain
When i see u i can feel it shit don’t feel the same
Feeling like you holding the gun and u taking aim
I deserve it all cus all i know is fucking pain..
Gotta get it
You tell me that you want it
Do i feel like i’m a goner
Not respected but i want it
I’m fucking drunk
Put me in your trunk
Drive around
Going down
Tell me what u fucking found
Make no noise
Hit me up
Do you feel like i’m enough
Pour a cup
Feel it in my gut
What the fuck is up
Never change
Swearving lanes
I’m insane
Don’t wanna feel the pain
Empty room
Who am i
Without you
I’ll end it soon