VERSE 1:
All I wanted was a nice house
Ex girl told me baby you got big dreams
All I ever wanted was to see my momma smile
Is it crazy I don't even got a plan B?
You know I feel for you
I kill for you
I'll steal for you
To pay the bills for you
To take care of you
I just wanna build witchu
The day that you and daddy split
I ain't even hesitate who I had pick
I just knew if I was witchu I would have a roof
With him I'd be lucky if I had a room
I swear
I think about this
All the time
Like every single day
I don't want to lose my mind
So I tell myself
That everything is okay
Money's been an issue for a minute
Single mother working hard so she see her boy livin
Am I giving it my all
Cause I'm the one that she be countin on
Never given up especially when I got the pressure on
But you gotta understand the circumstances
It's just you and I
You criticize all the time how I'm getting by
Living my life I ain't letting you decide
Who am I
Do or die
Till I get it right
HOOK:
Friends blowing up my phone
Saying I don't know you
I don't know you
Don't know you anymore
Bitches blowing up my phone
I don't want you
I don't want you
Don't want you anymore
Changes
Bout to be some changes
I was steady making moves
Tryna fucking get us out this basement
I'm just sick of tired of renting out
Ma I'm tryna own shit
Thank you to the people out there
That was fucking with my ooooold shit
VERSE 2:
I've been drinking I've been drinking
I've been sippin I've been sippin
Overthinking bout shit that I shouldn't even mention
Could my pisses turn to wishes
Give a fuck about em bitches
Where the good girls at deserving all the attention
Instead we're putting these hoes up on pedestal
They probably fucking some other guy that barely know
But now you know that she go around like a Mary go
Telling each and every one of you
Different scenarios
I'm a 92 baby
Too Wavey
Fuck you pay me
Cause lately
On some real shit
I'm reckless
But I'm not crazy
Don't save me
Been alone
Ever since I was an adolescent
Reminiscing bout the times I really wished I had a siblin'
A little Competition
Benefiting momma with a better pot to piss in
I swear to god you will never work in another kitchen
Man fuck a sibling
Only child but I'm so wild
Momma
Friends callin me to go out
But I
Can't go cause I know
I'm on a
Lyrical marathon
Shit I been packin is too heavy
Imma need you to carry on
Every song
Tryna make hits like Barry Bonds
HOOK
VERSE 3:
Everybody got a dark side
Everybody got a little anakin in em
Black hoodie whippin around
In a 97 Camry with the homie
With a plan to start killin em
Why the fuck yall lookin like a mannequin
Originality has gone right out the window
Always had a soft spot for you girl
We could never be together
Heart beating like the instrumentals
If I had to go back
Would I take back what I said in the whip when I spilled you all the feelings
If I knew how you'd react
I woulda never said shit
But instead I told her she appealing
Then I hit it from the back
And that made it more complicated
Way more
Now the both of us captivated
Can't control
How the both of us salivating
But I hate the fact that it feel so amazing