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I can't stop myself
I can't even play pretend
What have I become?
Who must I lose before I quit?
I've wasted my breath
I've lost all of my friends
In my quest to save you
It was pointless in the end
I fear my death
I fear the end
What's it like to not exist?
What's it like to not breathe?
I hold my breath
I think of them
It's all my fault
I let them down again
Why am I so selfish?
I use everyone for my gain
Why can't I know when to quit?
I desеrve my death
I rest my еyes
I will not live with my mistakes
I tried, and I failed
I won't try again