[Verse 1]
Lately
I don't know if I’m staying or leaving (Get the fuck out of here)
All that hard work and, shit, I barely broke even
Hit the—
Hit the breaks
You ain't been broke like we been (Nah)
Guess what I had for dinner last night - wheat thins
I don't know if I should be crying or screaming
Calm the fuck down
No one forced-ed you to dream big (Wake up!)
Truthfully, this the only thing I ever believed in
And if I do it or I don’t thats between me, and the man in the ceiling
I'm fake as fuck
You don't think I know what my life is?
I don't know the bar, shit, I've been practicing with no license
On Zoom with my therapist, having multiple identity crisis
Maybe I got too, huh-
Maybe I got too old to act just like this
Grow up (What else?)
Read a book
Read the fucking room (Yuh)
So many voices in my head I probably should have just done cartoons
So many voices in my head, I probably did too many shrooms
Yeah, that's a good call, blame it on the drugs
Bitch, you sound confused!
[Verse 2]
Shut it down
Time to pack up shop
This ain't gonna work
You're a jerk
Time to wrap it up
No more speeches
Time to face the music
When you look in the mirror, what you see?
You’re a fucking loser!
Maybe you could be a little nicer on the approach, huh?
Maybe you could accept yourself, lighten up the load some?
Nah, fuck that!
Assume the position
This is what you want isn’t it?
This is what you want isn't it?
Listen
Listen
[Verse 3]
One second you super serious
Next second you actin bonkers
You an interesting critter, bro
You need a veterinarian, not a doctor
Can I hold like 40 dollars? (Please)
I know it feels really real right now, but does that feeling hold water, huh?
Maybe it’s time to try Christ? (Amen!)
One thing about me?
Shit, I'll try anything twice (Amen!)
Two things about me?
I don't know shit, and, I really don't
And if I say I did?
Then I will, but I probably won’t
[Outro]
Listen
Listen
All this blood sweat and tears, just trying to heal myself
And every day, it's a little man in my phone who wants me to kill myself
Will you shout out my friend William? Hi, William Crooks!