(Intro) She’s sticky like bubblegum.
Smells like coconut and summer breeze
Sounds like adrenaline after riding skis
(Verse/stanza 1)
I wish I stood a chance
But I can't even get her attention
though she’s always calling me
I never understood, I never will
She grabs on tight and says she loves me oh so much
though it burns when we touch
i can’t get enough
I can’t get enough of the burn
I can’t get enough of the pain
I can’t get enough of the maggots inside of my brain
Just to get it tame
(Verse/stanza 2)
The window is closed at night
But in the house it’s 84 degrees fahrenheit
I don’t think i’ll last
They said it’s a blast
But that was obviously lies
I don’t have time for me
i don’t have time for them
Won’t close the door
Everything is open
(Verse/stanza 3)
My blood is spilling on the carpet
Every attempt at getting help feels like cuts
I’ll just go ahead and try again
This time i won’t warn them
Walking to the tube line
The one with no barriers
Special letters in hand
I have everything planned
(Outro)
Set the letter on the wait seats
Walk up to the rail
Train’s comin’ real fast
This day was my last
Forget my past