(Chorus: AdriCMD)
Sad boi hours in my bedroom
I devour in my doom
I got depression
Fame put me through oppression
To help myself I pop xans
All I hear is the fans
F**k the fame it’s so bad
Suppose to make me happy but it made me sad
(Verse 1: AdriCMD)
Tell everyone I'm gonna die
I got suicide on my mind
Everyday in my bed I cry
Where is the trust I can't find
Please kill me, I wanna die
I got money, but everyday I cry
Are my friends real
Are they the deal
Cause I am tired of saying welp
Please give me some help
Suicide in my brain
Anti-depressant in my vain
All I feel is pain
Am I going insane
Taking pills to help myself
Getting chills, put my life on a shelf
Help, help, please
Help, please
(Chorus: AdriCMD)
Sad boi hours in my bedroom
I devour in my doom
I got depression
Fame put me through oppression
To help myself I pop xans
All I hear is the fans
F**k the fame it’s so bad
Suppose to make me happy but it made me sad
(Bridge: Lil Charamellish)
Sad boi hours in my bedroom
I devour in my doom
I got depression
Fame put me through oppression
(Verse 2: Lil Charamellish)
Fame is my doom
Got fans out my room
Spreading like perfume
In the mornin' In the noon
Still spend sad boi hours in my bedroom
Taking so much prescriptions
Is it an addiction
I wish my life was fiction
But where the question lies
Who knows?
I am a sad boi
(Chrous: Lil Charamellish)
Sad boi hours in my bedroom
I devour in my doom
I got depression
Fame put me through oppression
To help myself I pop xans
All I hear is the fans
F**k the fame it’s so bad
Suppose to make me happy but it made me sad
(Outro: AdriCMD)
I take pills, I take xans
I do lean, I hate fame
I got chills, I got fans
F**k the scene, I feel pain