In the morning I find a reason to wake him up
In his stillness he has me buzzing like a wasp
Is it deep there in my bones, this kneejerk sorrow?
Or is it tacked on?
Will he be there tomorrow?
I don’t mind if he bores me
If sometimes he ignores me
I stoke some dark desire
To only just scrape into a heart
For his finger muscular
Above the button, very ready to cut me off
I don’t mind if he bores me
If sometimes he ignorеs me
Now all hope of love is gonе away
Gone away
No relief coming
Made me manage on a crumb of it
Made me suck it from the rocks studding the hillside
Still it knocks me slightly
When he only nods
And I can feel it hollow out the core of me
I do not mind
The only earth aflame before me
If sometimes on it
He ignores me!