I tried to let go
But I know, that's not how this goes
To feel this so high
I tried to tell myself from the start
The person you hide
That I know, is still there inside
All of this space I gave
I’m all over the place
Smile on your face
Walking to the bar
Letting what you drink
Control the person you are
Suffocating, all alone
It's drowning me
A darker side that you won't ever see
Why didn’t you tell me
This would've been expected
But I put the blame on me
I know, it's complicated