This is who i am
Knives stuck in my back
Trynna find a different way
But the days stay the same 3X
Nothing ever changes
Constant with anger
At times i feel like
This will last forever
Every single endeavour
Every passion that i had
Every single song
Putting me to bed
Tired of depression
Fighting the anxiety
The issues sealed deep
Into our society
And i am losing mind
Things keep repeating
As every single night
I am stranger in my city
I don't know
Where to go
I don't know
Who to call
I can see
I'm on my own
In our hearts
Hidden wall
This is who i am
Knives stuck in my back
Trynna find a different way
But the days stay the same 3X
I am losing faith
As i keep to struggle
Losing appetitte
But never ending hunger
Maybe in the middle
This is a beginning
And what gave me life
Is reason for my killing
And maybe i'm a ghost
Phasing through walls
Maybe i'm just waiting
For a true call
Living in a nightmare
Not what i wanted
Through life and death
Forever haunted
This is who i am
Knives stuck in my back
Trynna find a different way
But the days stay the same 3X