Video Nightly Thoughts Pt 1 de Af Ghoul 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Af Ghoul - Nightly Thoughts Pt 1 Lyrics

I'm alone
Theres no where left to roam
Maybe I'll end with my mouth filled with foam
Left there on my own
With no phone
Cuz all those drugs I was on
Made me feel like a pawn
Numb to the tip of the cone
Felt my body has gone
Like it just flew away
In the car tryna not sway
Left and right
Left and right
It's all just a fight
For my feelings I've been feeling
Ripping my heart like there was something I was peeling
Kneeling down when I hear any sound
Like my life was profound
Just after I found
My life
My plans included a wife
Now Its hard to love any of you hoes
And who knows
If I still have feelings in my heart
After every fucking person tore it apart
Painting my life on a song with an image In your mind like it was art
Why can't I just restart
Is it that hard?
Will I ever get far?
Will I be able to buy a million dollar car
They say that money is the root of everything
All these rappers just sing
And everyone listens to their autotuned words
And they just go absurd
Thinking that they're heard
Growing a fan base
Thinking it's a race
They lost their place
In humanity
Looking at their alter egos is just a fucking insanity
Acting like they dont have a family
Was that wrong of me?
I know that yall just might fuckin disagree
Dont take my words out of context
Please
I'm beggin on my knees
Please