[Verse 1]
I thought I found love, found it in you
How could I free-fall without a clue?
You had the heart of an angel
But the head of a fool
And now I still miss you when I play guitar
On Saturday nights and running in Central Park
Sometimes I think about calling
It's getting worse without you
[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I'm waking up in the middle of the night
Cold sweat, tight chest and it's all clear
Now I know that it hurts the most 'cause you're not here
[Chorus]
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of livin'
That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love
I'm scared of loss
I'm scared of fighting
That I'm gonna crash 'cause I gеt so anxious driving
I'm scared I'll never feel likе I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love
But what scares me the most in the end
Is that we'll never get to try again
[Verse 2]
What if our timeline doesn't add up?
You come back to find me already in love
What if you never come back home
To the city and me?
[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I'm waking up in the middle of the night
Cold sweat, tight chest and it's all clear
Now I know that it hurts the most 'cause you're not here
[Chorus]
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of livin'
That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love
I'm scared of loss
I'm scared of fighting
That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious driving
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love
But what scares me the most in the end
Is that we'll never get to try again
[Bridge]
Am I ever gonna be the right person?
Is it ever gonna be the right time?
Are you ever gonna see that I'm the love of your life?
Am I ever gonna be the right person?
Is it ever gonna be the right time?
Are you ever gonna see that we can take back goodbye?
[Chorus]
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of livin'
That I hurt somebody and I won't be forgiven
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love
I'm scared of loss
I'm scared of fighting
That I'm gonna crash 'cause I get so anxious driving
I'm scared I'll never feel like I'm enough
That I'm a little too fragile to love
But what scares me the most in the end
Is that we'll never get to try again