Video Faceless Panic Prayers de Afton Hoyt Izatt 2025 Lyrics Lyrics

Afton Hoyt Izatt - Faceless Panic Prayers Lyrics

[Verse]
Imma keep that blade upon my waist in case my father brave
Lookin at his face and askin "Why the fuck a robber pray"
He gone keep on thinkin he's a proper Saint
But his credit card a chopper for the oxys on his copper plate
Momma said she love me but she guilt me into sobbin stains
I had problems as a child u know I tried stoppin rain
I ain't talkin water but I'm talkin about broader thangs
But I couldn't so I got to fuckin stompin thangs

[Verse 2]
Brother was poppin pills cause it's hard to cope
He got em from his psycho father bro
Suicide and addiction runs in this pond below
So if that cord broke, don't hope for another stronger rope
Head forward and push the envelope
I'm resilient like I'm tanjuro
Cuz life's been fucked since the water broke
Dad dizzy from the surgery
Mom busy in emergency
Cash sittin on a burner seat
Cuz billin ain't got no courtesy
These pills killed with some urgency
Left my parents spent like currency
All visions causin frictions and it's hurtin me
[Verse/bridge]
I see parents that don't listen
Mind corrupted by addiction
Meds cloudin up they vision
And all of my depression
Manifested as aggression
Hard to count my blessins
When infested by infection
Caused by years of stressin

[Verse 3]
I've been thinkin I was cursed since I was 8
Dark figure lookin at me when it got late
Hopin that it wouldn't be my fate
When I'm frozen lookin up at at its face
But it didn't have a face
And both my parents ways
Went to shit when I came to this place
Idk what I saw in my bed every night
But I begged can u please keep on the fucking light
Oh I'm sick of the fight
Brought a stick, he brought a knife
I'm always sittin in his sights
I say he like he is God but he is life
And I'm hopin he gets bright
And stops scopin on my spine
I feel broken all the time
I don't know why I never feel right
I remember prayin as a kid
Felt like sprayin in the wind
Toa creator that ain't payed for all his sins
Got to kickin like I'm fedor
It ain't favorin my shins
Damn I'm chippin away shavins of my skin
Im a fightin demon slayer
Boy there's layers to this shit