[Hook]
I've seen it all, thought that I'd be better by now
But I seen the call, left my phone on do not disturb
I don't beef at all, I just sit back and I observe
Layin' in my bed while I watch the demons emerge
[Verse 1]
My feelings came through, a feelin' of you
So I thought I would read this to you revealin' the truth
You been on my mind since I met you, I was fucked up not to tell you
I went through hell just to get where I'm at
I'm tryna make you feel special
Yeah, you do this shit all the time
I've been through the same shit a hunnid times
But you always blame me, I don't know why
Don't evеn try to save me, I'm outta time
I'vе been in my head, I've been losin' track
Losin' sleep, I don't know where the fuck I'm at
In my dream I see demons all dressed in black
Ain't no preparation, my mind is under attack
Yeah, it's under attack
Demons, I see evil, they're not peaceful
Paintin' pictures of my nightmares on the easel
Yeah, black paint, it's my mind state, you can't relate
You can see the pain in the blood stains, I'm so derailed
Yeah, everything you said, in my head it would replay
Yeah, this is what I became
Mind won't ever be the same
Don't you ever say my name, 'cause you’ll never understand what I've been through
[Hook]
I've seen it all, thought that I'd be better by now
But I seen the call, left my phone on do not disturb
I don't beef at all, I just sit back and I observe
Layin' in my bed while I watch the demons emerge
[Verse 2]
Yeah, feelin' nothin' now, I can't feel a thing
Yeah, I thought you would be the one to wedding ring
All these fuckin' troubles that I'm wrestlin'
I still find a way to pick you over everything
You said it was in the past, it don't matter now
But you can't imagine how the fuck these things are turnin' out
I've been so depressed, I don't care how things will happen now
I guess the rules have changed, how the fuck is all of this allowed?
Yeah, fuck you, I was doin' fine till I met you
I tried to forget you, but I'm way too weak too
Yeah, clean, I'm on week two
But I can't sleep now, I can't sleep now