[Intro: SERIULA]
My Johana drowning in chrome
My ohana thinkin' I’m alone
[Verse 1: Blanket Heron]
Ever since you left
Been a drought, been upset
You ain't leave with a note
How I cope?
How I let you get away without a word?
Without a say, can you stay?
A lost cause, I'm a mess
In my drawer is a ‘tech
By 9, I want it drawn
Aimed straight up at my head
And when I get depressed
I let it out, unsuppressed
Instead of jumping off the edge
I’m on edge, fed up, fuck
You couldn't tell from my attitude
But I'm, uh, sad and I'm rude
So I, uh, sat on the moon
But I couldn't get high or consume any fumes
I became one with the blue in my room
I assume all the shit I went through
Uh, made me appreciate the fruits of my loom
Or the fruits of my gloom, fuck
[Interlude: AHAB MALIK]
I ain't got no more control
I'm so gone, so gone (so gone, so)
If I had no problems
The last thing I had was a bottle with no bottom
Yeah I know, yeah I know (skkrt, skkrt, skkrt, skkrt)
Yeah I know, yeah I know
[Verse 2: Blanket Heron]
Been in deep thought since the womb
I been tucked, fetal position
The sun ain't been a friend to this brown skin
Maybe that’s why I’m so dark
I'm so far gone
I lost a piece of me, now I’m all gone
I had it all wrong
I was lost on the thought of pastime
And now I'm passed time, I'm just passing time 'til I pass on
I’m movin' on, but on a flat tire
Not a flat thought to this satire
But I'm speaking on my truth
I'm fucking sad, and it's obtuse
It's why I laugh in the booth
But bein' happy is fad
And all y'all niggas fu, uh
Fuck y'all niggas, too
Yeah, fuck y'all niggas too
Man fuck y'all niggas too
[Verse 3: SERIULA]
When you're not with me
I speak to you in frames
In cases the image too intricate for canvas
In cases your words aren't as intimate nor outlandish
In phases I fantasize; your face
In cases I can fantasize
In some cases I can memorize
Curves and lines on your frame
These eyes have yet to analyze
But only in my case
In one case you were present
In the other, a gift rescinded
The omnipresent never sent it
Or maybe I just never read it
I got threads in my phone that long to be sewn
I got my Alma stitched in my breast pocket
And my Johana drowning in chrome
My ohana thinkin' I'm alone
[Outro: SERIULA]
My ohana thinkin' I'm alone
My ohana thinkin' I'm alone
My ohana thinkin' I'm alone