[Verse 1]
Spare me your vernacular
I know I been acting up
I know I'm unstable, kinda like a broken carousel
Spinnin' around and around tryna act like
I've grown up but I still haven't left this town
And now I'm older
I said I'm gonna show her
But I guess I couldn't go first
But then I guess I said I'd always be sober
But unlike my naivety, that didn't last
I've come so far just to fall this hard
I know you saw me in the corner with my head against the wall
I know you sorta had a thing for the guy next door
I said I'm sorta Ferris Bueller, cuz I never went to school
But I'm only sorta cool, and you're only semi fooled
By my attitude
And now I'm looking back at you
You take a sip and drop your eyes
To your lack of shoes
Safety mechanism
Like a parachute
I don't understand
But i'm not mad at/You
[Hook]
I can't be here, if it's all gone
He said stay for a minute, I said that's too long
I can't admit it, I'm too fucked
To be worth your time, to be worth your love