Yea i gave the jail to many years that i won't get back i lost so many niggas i won't get back why did i go ride man i didn't kno my boys was gon die now i gotta keep they kids in line make sure they dont die by a gun want them to be happy and have fun yea i lost 3 big brothers yea never knew my dad but i was a man i stood up for my mother and i got in the pen man i thought i was doin good man i saw my nigga get blasted in our own hood now i had no dad so i went in the street life ran up on a nigga and shot him from behind i went in a gang i was a blood now i regret it cuz each time i shoot its like i cause a bleeding flood yea i will never be the same life is to real not a game yea i used to say fuck love cause i never had it now i do and now i be in love had many choices to make now i feel bad i went in the pen it was the worst mistake i kept on to fight man i can't belive it my fucked up life its a livin hell man saw my boy get shot so many times i thought it would never end man i need help god need something to send take my life yea and i told my mom i was gon be fine i'll be a man and leave all this pain behind couldn't leave her alone so i stayed i sleep in the day but be protectin her at night never go to sleep she ask me if im ok i say im aight so i now stay up cuz i promised my mom we gon be fine i dont sleep half the time i gave a homeless nigga some dimes next day saw some niggas totin some three, four, five pulled out my piece tricked them and shot them from behind saw my other nigga playin gangsta then he rolled nine im sceemin on a heist need to change my life yea i just miss my niggas i always think bout my niggas i keep on fallin for them tricks but they dont kno my niggas they my brotha's they my sista's yea i always miss my niggas i kno some times i be trippin but i just be missin all my niggas yea had to go to court and i gave the judge a piece of me im to street i always keep the heat phisiclly, mentally i just be actin like im okay cuz my friends just wanna smoke wit me i dont want them to worry about me like they gon feel sorry yea its like you dont understand i got niggas in a grave yard i got niggas in a state yard yea they gon ride wit me he think the street like sesame you bitch niggas ain't shit to me i had my true niggas wit me i didn't kno but one was almost the death of me now i kno not to put my life in jeperdy yea old girl left me she started switchin sides man she one the reasons this is my life yea soon she left i lost it then i went hype i went lit she said i was way to street for her now i got in trouble cuz i killed a nigga im in for murder yea i feel a vibe its like i feel it right i like it quite i vizualize me not able to die yea i think that day and night aye yea i need help to get my life right