[Intro: XXXTENTACION]
Alright
Lets say
Worst thing comes to worst
I fucking die a tragic death
Or some shit
& I'm not able to see out my dreams
I at least want know that
The kids perceived my message
& were able to make something of themselves
& able to take my message & use it
& turn it into something positive
& to, to aleast have a good life
[Hook: AK Wale]
Suicide World x2
I don't really wanna go
But imma die tonight
Suicide World x2
If die tonight
Please bury me in ice
[Bridge 1: AK Wale]
Suicide World x2
I don't wanna see the tears
Running down my momma eyes
Suicide World x2
If im gon go, its got be by suicide
[Verse 1: AK Wale]
I might OD real soon
But I don't know which drug
Hat to run the bands
Man you know I had to jugg
Need to smoke some gas
Man I need to hit the plug
I need some fat ass
Man I need to fuck a slut
Xannies fuck me up x2
I need to quit the drugs
Lean got me up stuck
I can't quit the drugs
Yeah you know they lift me up
I can't quit the drugs
Man you know they lift me up
Yeah I'm off that lean-y
& I need it by the fucking pint
If I'm finna die nigga
Its gon be tonight
Suicide my mind x2
Man
She on my brain
But she drive me crazy
In a moped, Driving mercedes
I got xannies
Nigga from the 80's
Feel like crack in 80's
Feel like I might braid it
Feel like im so crazy
I might just go baby
[Hook: AK Wale]
[Bridge 2: AK Wale]
Suicide world (suicide world) x3
[Verse 2: Alternative Mezie]
AK going through a lot
Xannies on my mind
I can't double up
Yeah
Whatever tonight
This codeine as I sip it up
Yeah x2
Get my cash & stack it up
Pour the lean, double cup
I pour it up
Vision blurred
& I'm in my purple techs
Make my momma proud
As I live it up
Yeah
AK in the cut
Watch me boot it up
Miss my main bitch
She know how to love
Suicide doors
Tesla holding up
Shooting 3's up
Watch me run it up
See I don't wanna die tonight
See I don't wanna cry tonight
[Outro: XXXTENTACION]
If im gonna d-, If im gonna die
Or ever be a sacrifice
I wanna make sure
That my life made
At least 5 million kids happy
Or they found some sort of answers
Or resolve in my life
Regardless of the negative around my name
Regardless of, of the bad things people say to me
I don't give a fuck!
Because I know my goal in the end
& I know what I want for everyone
& I know what my message is
So I just wanted to say
I appreciate & love all of you
& I believe in you all
Do not let your depression make you
Do not let your body define your soul
Let your soul define your body