Yeah, what can I say?
It's food for thought, been in a box
So I got shit to say
I'm in a space, a different place
Since we lost the race
You had me winded, it ended
You couldn't match my pace
You'll pay the toll
Because you know that I can't be replaced
I'm slowing down, I'm not around
Not doing the chase
I know you young, so go have fun
Because I've had my taste
I couldn't manage, had to vanish
Not leaving a trace
Did hella damage, with advantage
With that beaded waist
Them pretty eyes and thick lips
That sit up on that face
My life was damaged, it was mammoth
And you filled that space
So fucking dumb and hella numb
I had my faith misplaced
Yeah
And it's a damn shame
We point the finger at each other
Not taking the blame
We played the game
We had a flame
Left that shit untamed
Treated me lame
Shine or rain
You never felt the same
Yeah
You say it's mind of men
To want to own, I disagree
And so I grab my pen
With opposition
Steady thinking every now and then
Bout how I lost my Dad
And you ain't even tap in
Damn
You know it's all good
I just ain't fucking with you
Focused on my livelihood
I hope you doing good
I really wish you understood
The prices that we pay
Being victims of our childhood
Man
I think I went too deep
You never liked to talk
Because you say that I'm too deep
No handbook
So I ain't even have the codes to cheat
Back on my feet
I can't repeat
I'm getting hella sleep
Yeah
And it ain't about fucking you over
Ran out of luck
Even though I had a four leaf clover
This shit got dark
And I could feel that it was taking over
It smelled so sweet
But by the end it had the foulest odor
Yeah
But now this shit is over
Found a composer
So that I can give this shit exposure
I needed closure
Especially as I'm getting older
You growing too
So I'm hoping that you getting closure
Love that you sober
Hope you and your Dad been getting closer
This world is getting colder
Hope he there to lend a shoulder
Moreover
Putting this shit inside a file folder
I'm a beholder
Now I'm moving like a business owner
Yeah
I wish you all the best
Get you a nigga that you know
Is not gon be obsessed
Make sure he keep you blessed
Make sure that he cleans your stress
Keep the faith
Because with that comes along success
Yeah
I had to let you know
I had to write it down
Because I had to let it go
You liked my flow
And I'm grateful
Because it make me glow
That belief it was relief
It kept me on my toes
I told you all my woes
I held it down while on the road
Now I'm enrolled
Life a school
I'm on the honor roll
These days I'm focused on myself
And owning my soul
So stay solid and seek knowledge
So you don't get stole
Yeah
But Imma let you go
Just had to let you know
Let this shit cry out
And no offense if you know who this shit's about