[Hook]
I get so fucking
Lost in the music
'Cause life
So damn confusing
While other's beat and abuse me
For what seems they're amusement
I bleed
But no one sees
I off myself in my pages they read
But don't receive the messages
That I'm sending
I'm tired
Of the pretending
My sins
I overfill in the bin
I call my mental the damages
[?] that I'm tired
Of the pretending
My sins
I overfill in the bin
I call my mental the damages
[?] so I'm
[Verse]
Lost in the process of
Trying to process this middle school drama
And the non-sense that I'm involved in
I battle my mama
While my rhymes take all my monsters
This shit get exhausting
This God that I ain't founding
I'm lost in my mind
I can not decide
For past, present, and future
If there is a God
Then I am a [?]
And now here comes the question
Am I wrong?
Ignorance
Causing niggas to fall
And if the music can't write the wrongs
Then tell me why all my thoughts get
[Hook]
I get so fucking
Lost in the music
'Cause life
So damn confusing
While other's beat and abuse me
For what seems they're amusement
I bleed
But no one sees
I off myself in my pages they read
But don't receive the messages
That I'm sending
I'm tired
Of the pretending
My sins
I overfill in the bin
I call my mental the damages
[?] that I'm tired
Of the pretending
My sins
I overfill in the bin
I call my mental the damages
[?] so I'm