[Verse]
It's too late to turn back now
Don't know what's behind me
Don't remind me, I might act out
So much stress inside my head, I wanna black out
But that don't mean that I just wanna fade into the background
I still got hope not in love but in my presence
And every six months I just pickup where we left it
Convinced that everything will work out until they dead it
I'm scared of living life inside a place without an exit
Escaping from the present, in her eyes I felt accepted
Now she milеs away, I'm talking hunnids, talking thousands
I can't drive to her place
I wanna fly but my anxiеty is high as the plane
I think it's time to kill my pride and start trying to change